Dead Like Me Blog – Mental Journey, Chapter 1: Blindness

I was verbally, emotionally and physically abused as a child except, I didn’t see it that way. I wasn’t the kind of child who would just take it, instead I talked back a lot and developed quite a scorn for my abuser & challenged & baited them too. I was told since I was 5 years old that I had to be the stronger and more mature one even though I was the child in this situation that involved adults. This made me feel helpless a lot of times but also helped me in a different way. The fact that someone thought I could be strong and mature and made me feel that I could handle this & I actually did! Now, the thing I didn’t or couldn’t realize was that just because one can walk barefoot over a rocky surface doesn’t mean one isn’t going to get some bruises and scratches along the way.

When one is in a bad situation, one is too preoccupied coping, rationalizing, justifying and hiding. It is because of that, its important for the onlookers and society to be understanding, compassionate and supportive.

Read the rest of the story by visiting Mental Journey, Chapter 1 : Blindness | deadlikemeblog,